Hehh, I did not post anything to this account...XD
Well, I am unsure whether I will post something frequently or not, but anyway...*rolls eyes*
Well, today (I have to say a while ago), I happened to read an unpleasant thing from my past acquintance. I'm unsure whether I hate her or not, but her words actually harmed my mind. I guess she must believe I am totally wrong in a trouble between us, but I cannot accept her thought at all. Hum.
2011-06-16
2011-02-21
About animes from Japan
As a Japanese, I feel rather happy that you seem to enjoy anime/ manga from Japan. So, I do not intend to say anything bad about it.
However, still I feel it is regrettable that you cannot touch animations/ mangas without translation. I mean it is difficult to know delicate nuance in those animations if they are translated in English and the other languages. And well, as one of Japanese, I feel slightly strange when I found animations/ mangas translated in the other languages. Especially, it is funny to see characters talk French....
No offense at people talking French, of course. But still, I wonder you, foreign people, can really grasp true point of jokes in Japanese animes/ mangas.
I frequently am impatient at writing journals and such things in English.
Well, if I can know usages of Engish much more, my entries can be much better. But setting aside it, still, it is difficult to seek out suitable descriptions in English, which can express what I really want to tell you.
It is said Japanese is difficult language to learn. Well, in my opinion, there is no language which we can learn easily. But well, if possible, I want you to try to watch/ read animations and mangas in Japanese.
Personally, I do not like movies with voice dubbing so much because I want to hear actors and actresses talk in their language. Of course, I need subtitles to see movies from overseas countries. But well, rather than voice dubbing, I like watching movie with subtitles.
As you are proud of your language, I am also proud of my language.
So, I frequently feel bitter when I happen to see Japanese honoric titles are blended in fanfictions written in English (about the other languages, I have no idea).
I never want fangirsl (and fanboys) of Japanese animes/ mangas to use our honoric titles in their works. Because, it really seems ridiculous to see characters talking English suddenly start using 'kun', 'chan', 'san' and so on*laughs* I guess those writers may belive it is cool to use Japanese in their works, but to my eyes, it is only silly doing.
Picking up One Piece fanfictions.
I happen to see a character, Sanji, calls one of heroines 'Nami swaaaaan' in a fanfiction of One Piece. When I saw this, I could not hold bitter sneer. Is there much better translation that the writer can use?
I know you (English speakers) seldom use honoric title with first name. If I add honoric title to your first name, it means like I am your slave. Therefore, when English speakers happen to get called their first name with honoric title, they are confused. At least I got informed like that.
But in my country, we add honoric title to both first and family names. To show respect and friendship, well, we use titles. So, I can understand those fanfiction writers may want to follow our customs.
However, I don't think they need to do it. They have own language, so, do not have to follow Japanese manner.
Well, I add honoric titles to our dearest Lordi members with knowledge it must sound strange to you. It is difficult already for me to quit this habit*laughs*
But setting aside me, well, I still want fanfiction writers to follow only their language. It is not comfortable to see 'chan', 'kun', 'san' in fanfictions written in English...*rolls eyes*
However, still I feel it is regrettable that you cannot touch animations/ mangas without translation. I mean it is difficult to know delicate nuance in those animations if they are translated in English and the other languages. And well, as one of Japanese, I feel slightly strange when I found animations/ mangas translated in the other languages. Especially, it is funny to see characters talk French....
No offense at people talking French, of course. But still, I wonder you, foreign people, can really grasp true point of jokes in Japanese animes/ mangas.
I frequently am impatient at writing journals and such things in English.
Well, if I can know usages of Engish much more, my entries can be much better. But setting aside it, still, it is difficult to seek out suitable descriptions in English, which can express what I really want to tell you.
It is said Japanese is difficult language to learn. Well, in my opinion, there is no language which we can learn easily. But well, if possible, I want you to try to watch/ read animations and mangas in Japanese.
Personally, I do not like movies with voice dubbing so much because I want to hear actors and actresses talk in their language. Of course, I need subtitles to see movies from overseas countries. But well, rather than voice dubbing, I like watching movie with subtitles.
As you are proud of your language, I am also proud of my language.
So, I frequently feel bitter when I happen to see Japanese honoric titles are blended in fanfictions written in English (about the other languages, I have no idea).
I never want fangirsl (and fanboys) of Japanese animes/ mangas to use our honoric titles in their works. Because, it really seems ridiculous to see characters talking English suddenly start using 'kun', 'chan', 'san' and so on*laughs* I guess those writers may belive it is cool to use Japanese in their works, but to my eyes, it is only silly doing.
Picking up One Piece fanfictions.
I happen to see a character, Sanji, calls one of heroines 'Nami swaaaaan' in a fanfiction of One Piece. When I saw this, I could not hold bitter sneer. Is there much better translation that the writer can use?
I know you (English speakers) seldom use honoric title with first name. If I add honoric title to your first name, it means like I am your slave. Therefore, when English speakers happen to get called their first name with honoric title, they are confused. At least I got informed like that.
But in my country, we add honoric title to both first and family names. To show respect and friendship, well, we use titles. So, I can understand those fanfiction writers may want to follow our customs.
However, I don't think they need to do it. They have own language, so, do not have to follow Japanese manner.
Well, I add honoric titles to our dearest Lordi members with knowledge it must sound strange to you. It is difficult already for me to quit this habit*laughs*
But setting aside me, well, I still want fanfiction writers to follow only their language. It is not comfortable to see 'chan', 'kun', 'san' in fanfictions written in English...*rolls eyes*
2011-02-17
Ohh, I forgot to post
I did not post anything for long time, heh.
Well, in recent weeks, I registered in Fanfiction. Net to post/ read fanfictions. I'm still unsure what kind of fanfiction I will post the place, but anyway, it is fun to read fanfictions.
Well, to my eyes, dA literatures are much well-written than documents in Fanfiction. Net, maybe. But in the same time, it is much easier to find out fanfictions in Fanfiction. Net than dA.
Now, I want to write some kind of evilove between human girl and the Lordi monsters. Well, shortly to say, I want to try to describe our dearest monsters as quite evil and merciless one, huu XD
Well, in recent weeks, I registered in Fanfiction. Net to post/ read fanfictions. I'm still unsure what kind of fanfiction I will post the place, but anyway, it is fun to read fanfictions.
Well, to my eyes, dA literatures are much well-written than documents in Fanfiction. Net, maybe. But in the same time, it is much easier to find out fanfictions in Fanfiction. Net than dA.
Now, I want to write some kind of evilove between human girl and the Lordi monsters. Well, shortly to say, I want to try to describe our dearest monsters as quite evil and merciless one, huu XD
2010-09-20
Always sick imagination
Simply, I got a sick imagination about inside of Mr.Lordi*laughs*
I will post the finished work in dA sooner or later, and this is a pre-line work of my latest comic.
2010-06-29
Vivid Blue Cake
I was surprised at this cake*laughs*
It is surved at IKEA restaurant (in only Japan? or maybe IKEA in all countries).
Sweden colored roll cake. There's no IKEA around my town, so, I have not eaten it yet. But to tell the truth, such vivid colored cake is quite rare in Japan.
They say blue is the color that makes you lose your appetite, and yeah, I cannot feel 'oh, this cake looks tasty!'. But maybe, I guess cultural difference does not allow me getting appetite against this kind of cake, so, people in different culture from mine may feel 'this cake looks tasty'.
2010-06-15
Post here too
I posted this journal at dA, but I want to show it here too.
I wish it would be a chance which can let you think about winner's and loser's histories.
I sometimes feel tired when I happen to see some kind of works and opinions about Axis Powers at WW2.
Well, I happened to see a work, personified nation (not Hetalia) thing. I don't intend to be angry with the work itself, but a comment against the work made me feel rage.
When I write such thing, some of you may want to blame I am a hypocrite. I do not care what name you would call me. I don't think I'm a good person, though, but do not have interest in 'justice' which you Westerners love discussing.
Some of comments tried to mention about WW2 and what Axis Powers had done against the other countries. And I really would LOVE to exclaim there were no 'justice' in the terrible war.
I would like you to think about the silliness to discuss about 'justice' about war.
Some of them would love to blame Japan because they think we do not accept our sin. They said Japanese soldiers murdered much more Asian people (especially Chinese and Korean people) than Nazis, and they think Japan should be blamed by whole of countries.
And they said we have not apologized our 'sin' yet. Oh, how silly they are?! How the fuck they can exclaim such wrong 'history'? Literaly, I forgot breathing when I read such comments because of heat rage.
Remember. Japan has paid amount of money to Asian countries. How much?
About 25-billion dollars as war reparation. I never allow anyone exclaiming 'Japand does not apologize its 'sin' yet'. If you still doubt we do not apologize our sin, then, remember.
Our nation has been keeping imprinting us self-torture view of history. Due to information control of victorious countries, children after WW2 have been keeping being imprinted 'Our nation has done nasty against Asian countries and Allied Powers.' and I am one of victims of such self-torture education. After WW2, Allied Powers (especially USA) tried to sprit pride from us. Therefore, I won't be able to trust the declaration 'Yes We Can'. I never think past victorious contries can bring us 'peace'.
Don't misunderstand me. I don't intend to justify the war. I accept the fact that Japan took up arms against YOU about 60-year ago. Japan attacked Pearl Harbor and murdered many innocent people. I accept the fact that Japan has ruled some Asian countries. BUT remember; the way of control was quite different from you White People had done your previous colonies. Japan improved local infrastructure and gave education people in there. Then, tell me; comparing to my ancestors, what did your ancestors do against natives? Tell me, what did your ancestores do Asian countries before WW2? If you dare to say our counry's history is brutal, then, how is your histroies?? You know your 'brutal' histories?
About Nanjing, yes, I'd mention it of course. The commenters said Japanese soldiers murdered and raped millions of Chinese. I do not know the truth. But you should remember, the number of victims which Chinese published kept changing several times and it is still unsure whether the slaughter happened or not. I'm also unsure it is true or not, but I do not care it unless the fact would be confirmed.
About Unit 731. I know it.
I should regret what the unit had done. But I don't think we should keep being ashamed of what they had done. I accept it as a fact, but I won't be ashamed me against what the unit had done. I am a Japanese, same with soldiers in Unit 731. But I'm not same person with them. Never. I don't think I should say sorry to you. And you should know, Americans. Your ancestors could get amounts of data from Unit 731 in exchange for they would not judge leaders of Unit 731.
If you claim I should do it, you should say sorry to colored people your ancestors had trampled down. See? What you require me must lead what you would get required from the others.
And about Asian countries.
Maybe you did not know what I tell you from now. Well, China and Korean still would LOVE to blame Japan to extract much money and other support from us. But some of countries rather respected Japan had started the war because they thought WW2 brought them independence much earlier than the case WW2 might not happen from YOU Western Countries. I never allow you to exclaim 'All Asians still hate Japan'. NEVER.
Now, I talked about WW2 from my, loser's, viewpoint. I might be able to tell another 'truth' to you, which you have not known.
Like I now did, I would like you to see histroies from many viewpoints. I would like you to try to think about war from many viewpoints. We should not talk about histories from only one side.
Think about a family tree; you can read another fact if you try to make it from mother's line.
Like that, you can find another 'history' if you try to see it from another viewpoint.
We should know that the histories tend to be written from victors' viewpoints. Losers also keep telling their histories to children, and their histories would be twisted too. But one thing is absolute; both sides tend to describe the other as evil one. So, histories which Allied Powers told their people described Axis Powers were merciless, brutal, heartless and blablabla. Many of you must get such historical education, mustn't you?
I really feel sympathy for some German people because they still keep being ashamed what Nazis had done even they DO NOT do anything to the others.
But contrary to those Germany people, I never feel sorry for you what my country had done before because I know I am a very different person from ancestors. But it is not that I would forget the fact, WW2 has happened and my country has played a horrible role in it. I would never be proud of it even WW2 might lead the fact that it helped independence of some Asian countries. But in same time, I never accept you say we do not know our 'sin'. I never accept your clamation two atomic bombs saved rest Japanese people in excange for 20-hundred thousands people's lives. And in the list of nuclear testing, names of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were written as testing sites. USA government admits Hirosima and Nagasaki were only testing sites, hun!
What do you think about this fact? Still, you can declare Japan deserved two atomic bombs? You still can think Enola Gay and Bockscar are heroes? I cannot help doubting that some people must lose many screws from their brains as they declare USA has done correct thing throwing two atomic bombs down.
You should declare same thing at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. If you're correct, hum, people in the two prefectures would accept your declaration. But we know (at least think) such silly declaration is never reliable.
Then, why don't you tell it to people in Hiroshima and Nagasaki?
We can learn from mistake, yes. But it is useless to separate the world 'evil' and 'justice' like now we are doing against some countries.
I don't say we should accept terrorism. But before blaming what they do, we should consider about what the hell made them choose to do it. It is easy to blame others whom you cannot accept. But we should know it never solve anything. And I don's intend to say you should sympathize with terrorists. But if you declare we can learn from mistake, we should know hatred would never bring anything useful.
It is easy to believe Japan that we have not apologized because it is convenient thought to you victorious countries to justify what you had done. It is easier to blame anyone than accepting own mistakes. It is easier to accept one-side history blindly than trying to learn same history from another viewpoint.
These are what MANY people are doing now. I'd like to believe my online friends are not one of them, of course, but it is fact that many of people in this world tend to choose convenient history.
It is free which histories you would believe. So, I'd keep refusing the silly declaration that dropping atmoic bombs is correct. But if you still believe USA has done correct, of course, I won't prevent you keep claiming it.
But I BET.
As long as you keep seeing histories from only-one side, it will never be possible that we bring complete peace to our world. At least, I never believe USA can be the flag-bearer of peace as long as the President believes there are two kinds of wars, 'justice' and 'evil'.
It is only viewpoint of America. But turning gaze to another, people which USA attacked recently would never think the attack was 'correct'. No evil and correct in wars. These two would never be absolute evaluation. Evil and justice are only relatively evaluations.
Forcing values to someone is really silly and brutal. But now, this world almost do it to minorities. I really feel crisis at the fact.
I wrote above hatred never bring anything. And I'd show the proof below.
You may think now I'm an arrogant person. Sure, even I oftne wear a mask of silly comic drawer, but it is not my true character. In my mind, there is dark, ugly and cold thought against you. I'm not even a hypocrite. I can be strict and nasty person frequently like now. Same with some persons look down on me, I also look down on them.
You can say I'm a racist, yes. I do not deny I'm it. I admit I've been keeping discriminatory person.
But I never believe people can dump racism even if you believe you're not it. This world is full of discrimination. We only live our lives hiding our discriminatory faces.
See? Now, some of you may feel hatred to me. I don't blame if you feel anger and hatred to me, of course, but maybe you can see what I want to say hatred like I showed never bring anything positive.
I sometimes get tired of such kind of rage which visits me. Even I'm a discriminatory one, but I'd never like to be the one who judge people by only one side and refuse people because of difference of cultures.
At least I try to do it even I cannot think I can do it now.
If you read this journal to here, thanks very much.
I wish it would be a chance which can let you think about winner's and loser's histories.
I sometimes feel tired when I happen to see some kind of works and opinions about Axis Powers at WW2.
Well, I happened to see a work, personified nation (not Hetalia) thing. I don't intend to be angry with the work itself, but a comment against the work made me feel rage.
When I write such thing, some of you may want to blame I am a hypocrite. I do not care what name you would call me. I don't think I'm a good person, though, but do not have interest in 'justice' which you Westerners love discussing.
Some of comments tried to mention about WW2 and what Axis Powers had done against the other countries. And I really would LOVE to exclaim there were no 'justice' in the terrible war.
I would like you to think about the silliness to discuss about 'justice' about war.
Some of them would love to blame Japan because they think we do not accept our sin. They said Japanese soldiers murdered much more Asian people (especially Chinese and Korean people) than Nazis, and they think Japan should be blamed by whole of countries.
And they said we have not apologized our 'sin' yet. Oh, how silly they are?! How the fuck they can exclaim such wrong 'history'? Literaly, I forgot breathing when I read such comments because of heat rage.
Remember. Japan has paid amount of money to Asian countries. How much?
About 25-billion dollars as war reparation. I never allow anyone exclaiming 'Japand does not apologize its 'sin' yet'. If you still doubt we do not apologize our sin, then, remember.
Our nation has been keeping imprinting us self-torture view of history. Due to information control of victorious countries, children after WW2 have been keeping being imprinted 'Our nation has done nasty against Asian countries and Allied Powers.' and I am one of victims of such self-torture education. After WW2, Allied Powers (especially USA) tried to sprit pride from us. Therefore, I won't be able to trust the declaration 'Yes We Can'. I never think past victorious contries can bring us 'peace'.
Don't misunderstand me. I don't intend to justify the war. I accept the fact that Japan took up arms against YOU about 60-year ago. Japan attacked Pearl Harbor and murdered many innocent people. I accept the fact that Japan has ruled some Asian countries. BUT remember; the way of control was quite different from you White People had done your previous colonies. Japan improved local infrastructure and gave education people in there. Then, tell me; comparing to my ancestors, what did your ancestors do against natives? Tell me, what did your ancestores do Asian countries before WW2? If you dare to say our counry's history is brutal, then, how is your histroies?? You know your 'brutal' histories?
About Nanjing, yes, I'd mention it of course. The commenters said Japanese soldiers murdered and raped millions of Chinese. I do not know the truth. But you should remember, the number of victims which Chinese published kept changing several times and it is still unsure whether the slaughter happened or not. I'm also unsure it is true or not, but I do not care it unless the fact would be confirmed.
About Unit 731. I know it.
I should regret what the unit had done. But I don't think we should keep being ashamed of what they had done. I accept it as a fact, but I won't be ashamed me against what the unit had done. I am a Japanese, same with soldiers in Unit 731. But I'm not same person with them. Never. I don't think I should say sorry to you. And you should know, Americans. Your ancestors could get amounts of data from Unit 731 in exchange for they would not judge leaders of Unit 731.
If you claim I should do it, you should say sorry to colored people your ancestors had trampled down. See? What you require me must lead what you would get required from the others.
And about Asian countries.
Maybe you did not know what I tell you from now. Well, China and Korean still would LOVE to blame Japan to extract much money and other support from us. But some of countries rather respected Japan had started the war because they thought WW2 brought them independence much earlier than the case WW2 might not happen from YOU Western Countries. I never allow you to exclaim 'All Asians still hate Japan'. NEVER.
Now, I talked about WW2 from my, loser's, viewpoint. I might be able to tell another 'truth' to you, which you have not known.
Like I now did, I would like you to see histroies from many viewpoints. I would like you to try to think about war from many viewpoints. We should not talk about histories from only one side.
Think about a family tree; you can read another fact if you try to make it from mother's line.
Like that, you can find another 'history' if you try to see it from another viewpoint.
We should know that the histories tend to be written from victors' viewpoints. Losers also keep telling their histories to children, and their histories would be twisted too. But one thing is absolute; both sides tend to describe the other as evil one. So, histories which Allied Powers told their people described Axis Powers were merciless, brutal, heartless and blablabla. Many of you must get such historical education, mustn't you?
I really feel sympathy for some German people because they still keep being ashamed what Nazis had done even they DO NOT do anything to the others.
But contrary to those Germany people, I never feel sorry for you what my country had done before because I know I am a very different person from ancestors. But it is not that I would forget the fact, WW2 has happened and my country has played a horrible role in it. I would never be proud of it even WW2 might lead the fact that it helped independence of some Asian countries. But in same time, I never accept you say we do not know our 'sin'. I never accept your clamation two atomic bombs saved rest Japanese people in excange for 20-hundred thousands people's lives. And in the list of nuclear testing, names of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were written as testing sites. USA government admits Hirosima and Nagasaki were only testing sites, hun!
What do you think about this fact? Still, you can declare Japan deserved two atomic bombs? You still can think Enola Gay and Bockscar are heroes? I cannot help doubting that some people must lose many screws from their brains as they declare USA has done correct thing throwing two atomic bombs down.
You should declare same thing at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. If you're correct, hum, people in the two prefectures would accept your declaration. But we know (at least think) such silly declaration is never reliable.
Then, why don't you tell it to people in Hiroshima and Nagasaki?
We can learn from mistake, yes. But it is useless to separate the world 'evil' and 'justice' like now we are doing against some countries.
I don't say we should accept terrorism. But before blaming what they do, we should consider about what the hell made them choose to do it. It is easy to blame others whom you cannot accept. But we should know it never solve anything. And I don's intend to say you should sympathize with terrorists. But if you declare we can learn from mistake, we should know hatred would never bring anything useful.
It is easy to believe Japan that we have not apologized because it is convenient thought to you victorious countries to justify what you had done. It is easier to blame anyone than accepting own mistakes. It is easier to accept one-side history blindly than trying to learn same history from another viewpoint.
These are what MANY people are doing now. I'd like to believe my online friends are not one of them, of course, but it is fact that many of people in this world tend to choose convenient history.
It is free which histories you would believe. So, I'd keep refusing the silly declaration that dropping atmoic bombs is correct. But if you still believe USA has done correct, of course, I won't prevent you keep claiming it.
But I BET.
As long as you keep seeing histories from only-one side, it will never be possible that we bring complete peace to our world. At least, I never believe USA can be the flag-bearer of peace as long as the President believes there are two kinds of wars, 'justice' and 'evil'.
It is only viewpoint of America. But turning gaze to another, people which USA attacked recently would never think the attack was 'correct'. No evil and correct in wars. These two would never be absolute evaluation. Evil and justice are only relatively evaluations.
Forcing values to someone is really silly and brutal. But now, this world almost do it to minorities. I really feel crisis at the fact.
I wrote above hatred never bring anything. And I'd show the proof below.
You may think now I'm an arrogant person. Sure, even I oftne wear a mask of silly comic drawer, but it is not my true character. In my mind, there is dark, ugly and cold thought against you. I'm not even a hypocrite. I can be strict and nasty person frequently like now. Same with some persons look down on me, I also look down on them.
You can say I'm a racist, yes. I do not deny I'm it. I admit I've been keeping discriminatory person.
But I never believe people can dump racism even if you believe you're not it. This world is full of discrimination. We only live our lives hiding our discriminatory faces.
See? Now, some of you may feel hatred to me. I don't blame if you feel anger and hatred to me, of course, but maybe you can see what I want to say hatred like I showed never bring anything positive.
I sometimes get tired of such kind of rage which visits me. Even I'm a discriminatory one, but I'd never like to be the one who judge people by only one side and refuse people because of difference of cultures.
At least I try to do it even I cannot think I can do it now.
If you read this journal to here, thanks very much.
2010-06-12
Thanks for your support, Vilce and Isa (OwO*
First, thanks for your attentions and replies against my previous post, Vilce and Isa! I really appreciated your replies. Then, I'd try to reply you with new journal entry.
Isa, I'm really sorry if my previous post harmed your mind. I should write 'Catholic' not 'Christanity'. I took 'Catholic' into consideration when I wrote previous post.
As you pointed out, I do not know about protestant so much. I only know protestant is new version Christanity, and do not know its details. So, I say sorry again to you.
As I said in previous post, it's not that I'm an atheist, and I do not intend to despise 'god'.
For me, god is not equal religion. And to tell the truth, I don't think god is in higher place than us. Well, if 'god' is thing which hunts and eats human, we can say it is in higher rank of a food chain. Even if 'god' is something spiritual existence, I cannot think it is higher than us.
But it is difficult to explain how I feel against 'god' because Japanese people basically do not have strict faith and religion. Our view of religion is, maybe, weird for you living in Europe. And same with you, your view of religion (it may be based on mainly Christanity) is weird and difficult to understand for me.
I can understand Buddhistic dogma better because high school I had studied told us, students, about Buddhism. And actually, Buddhism is popular than Christanity in my country, so, we're familiar with Buddhism.
However, it is not that Buddhism is impartial between male and female. It also regards woman is origin of uncleaness because it also has thought woman is living thing which cannot help tempting man.
Religions frequently cause war. It is really sad, but absolute fact. Still, religious enmity keeps killing lots of people. And unfortunately for us women, wars always would be caused by men. Yeah, their Y-Chromosome cannot help causing war. Therefore, I cannot trust any religions. Not only they were created under the control of Y-chromosome, I'm scared of blind faith in some believers who can kill another like dumping toys. And I cannot understand how the hell they can sacrifice their lives for their faith. I won't be able to be like them because I have no groundwork to be a believer. My view of religion won't show me any 'god' and I'd not like to find 'god' too.
Well, I sometimes pray my luck to 'god'. But it is not that I have faith against it; I only do it to comfort my anxiety. For me, such kind of 'god' is same with a tranquilizer. But because of it, I (we) can feel 'god' here and there; for us, 'god' is just like one of powerful neighbors.
I don't deny and refuse people having different view of religions as long as they do not step into my thought with their shoes on. Even I cannot understand woman believers of Catholic, but I don't prevent them to get rest of soul. They can believe their god, and faith may bring them power to regist troubles. If they can get power from Catholic, well, it is good for them.
And I'd like to clear it; I never despise believers in any religions. I do not intend to make you change your mind, of course. I only cannot help wondering inconsistencies in some religions and 'Angels and Demons' aroused my questions against 'Christanity(Catholic)'. If it wrote about Islam, I would write my questions against it. And if it wrote about Buddhism, I would write my questions against it.
I try not to hold prejudice as much as I can. But I do not think I can do it.
So, maybe I will have written biased posts related to things I cannot understand or I feel questions.
But it's not my real intention to harm your mind. And basically, even if I sometimes wrote such kind of topic, I myself am not strict person. As you know, I'm basically a person who always think about 'sick' and weird picutures and comics.
And then, I have lost the goal of this topic...! I'd finish it here.
Isa, I'm really sorry if my previous post harmed your mind. I should write 'Catholic' not 'Christanity'. I took 'Catholic' into consideration when I wrote previous post.
As you pointed out, I do not know about protestant so much. I only know protestant is new version Christanity, and do not know its details. So, I say sorry again to you.
As I said in previous post, it's not that I'm an atheist, and I do not intend to despise 'god'.
For me, god is not equal religion. And to tell the truth, I don't think god is in higher place than us. Well, if 'god' is thing which hunts and eats human, we can say it is in higher rank of a food chain. Even if 'god' is something spiritual existence, I cannot think it is higher than us.
But it is difficult to explain how I feel against 'god' because Japanese people basically do not have strict faith and religion. Our view of religion is, maybe, weird for you living in Europe. And same with you, your view of religion (it may be based on mainly Christanity) is weird and difficult to understand for me.
I can understand Buddhistic dogma better because high school I had studied told us, students, about Buddhism. And actually, Buddhism is popular than Christanity in my country, so, we're familiar with Buddhism.
However, it is not that Buddhism is impartial between male and female. It also regards woman is origin of uncleaness because it also has thought woman is living thing which cannot help tempting man.
Religions frequently cause war. It is really sad, but absolute fact. Still, religious enmity keeps killing lots of people. And unfortunately for us women, wars always would be caused by men. Yeah, their Y-Chromosome cannot help causing war. Therefore, I cannot trust any religions. Not only they were created under the control of Y-chromosome, I'm scared of blind faith in some believers who can kill another like dumping toys. And I cannot understand how the hell they can sacrifice their lives for their faith. I won't be able to be like them because I have no groundwork to be a believer. My view of religion won't show me any 'god' and I'd not like to find 'god' too.
Well, I sometimes pray my luck to 'god'. But it is not that I have faith against it; I only do it to comfort my anxiety. For me, such kind of 'god' is same with a tranquilizer. But because of it, I (we) can feel 'god' here and there; for us, 'god' is just like one of powerful neighbors.
I don't deny and refuse people having different view of religions as long as they do not step into my thought with their shoes on. Even I cannot understand woman believers of Catholic, but I don't prevent them to get rest of soul. They can believe their god, and faith may bring them power to regist troubles. If they can get power from Catholic, well, it is good for them.
And I'd like to clear it; I never despise believers in any religions. I do not intend to make you change your mind, of course. I only cannot help wondering inconsistencies in some religions and 'Angels and Demons' aroused my questions against 'Christanity(Catholic)'. If it wrote about Islam, I would write my questions against it. And if it wrote about Buddhism, I would write my questions against it.
I try not to hold prejudice as much as I can. But I do not think I can do it.
So, maybe I will have written biased posts related to things I cannot understand or I feel questions.
But it's not my real intention to harm your mind. And basically, even if I sometimes wrote such kind of topic, I myself am not strict person. As you know, I'm basically a person who always think about 'sick' and weird picutures and comics.
And then, I have lost the goal of this topic...! I'd finish it here.
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