Thanks for your support, Vilce and Isa (OwO*

First, thanks for your attentions and replies against my previous post, Vilce and Isa! I really appreciated your replies. Then, I'd try to reply you with new journal entry.

Isa, I'm really sorry if my previous post harmed your mind. I should write 'Catholic' not 'Christanity'. I took 'Catholic' into consideration when I wrote previous post.

As you pointed out, I do not know about protestant so much. I only know protestant is new version Christanity, and do not know its details. So, I say sorry again to you.


As I said in previous post, it's not that I'm an atheist, and I do not intend to despise 'god'.
For me, god is not equal religion. And to tell the truth, I don't think god is in higher place than us. Well, if 'god' is thing which hunts and eats human, we can say it is in higher rank of a food chain. Even if 'god' is something spiritual existence, I cannot think it is higher than us.

But it is difficult to explain how I feel against 'god' because Japanese people basically do not have strict faith and religion. Our view of religion is, maybe, weird for you living in Europe. And same with you, your view of religion (it may be based on mainly Christanity) is weird and difficult to understand for me.
I can understand Buddhistic dogma better because high school I had studied told us, students, about Buddhism. And actually, Buddhism is popular than Christanity in my country, so, we're familiar with Buddhism.
However, it is not that Buddhism is impartial between male and female. It also regards woman is origin of uncleaness because it also has thought woman is living thing which cannot help tempting man.

Religions frequently cause war. It is really sad, but absolute fact. Still, religious enmity keeps killing lots of people. And unfortunately for us women, wars always would be caused by men. Yeah, their Y-Chromosome cannot help causing war. Therefore, I cannot trust any religions. Not only they were created under the control of Y-chromosome, I'm scared of blind faith in some believers who can kill another like dumping toys. And I cannot understand how the hell they can sacrifice their lives for their faith. I won't be able to be like them because I have no groundwork to be a believer. My view of religion won't show me any 'god' and I'd not like to find 'god' too.

Well, I sometimes pray my luck to 'god'. But it is not that I have faith against it; I only do it to comfort my anxiety. For me, such kind of 'god' is same with a tranquilizer. But because of it, I (we) can feel 'god' here and there; for us, 'god' is just like one of powerful neighbors.



I don't deny and refuse people having different view of religions as long as they do not step into my thought with their shoes on. Even I cannot understand woman believers of Catholic, but I don't prevent them to get rest of soul. They can believe their god, and faith may bring them power to regist troubles. If they can get power from Catholic, well, it is good for them.

And I'd like to clear it; I never despise believers in any religions. I do not intend to make you change your mind, of course. I only cannot help wondering inconsistencies in some religions and 'Angels and Demons' aroused my questions against 'Christanity(Catholic)'. If it wrote about Islam, I would write my questions against it. And if it wrote about Buddhism, I would write my questions against it.

I try not to hold prejudice as much as I can. But I do not think I can do it.
So, maybe I will have written biased posts related to things I cannot understand or I feel questions.

But it's not my real intention to harm your mind. And basically, even if I sometimes wrote such kind of topic, I myself am not strict person. As you know, I'm basically a person who always think about 'sick' and weird picutures and comics.



And then, I have lost the goal of this topic...! I'd finish it here.