Simply, I got a sick imagination about inside of Mr.Lordi*laughs*
I will post the finished work in dA sooner or later, and this is a pre-line work of my latest comic.
2010-09-20
Always sick imagination
Simply, I got a sick imagination about inside of Mr.Lordi*laughs*
I will post the finished work in dA sooner or later, and this is a pre-line work of my latest comic.
2010-06-29
Vivid Blue Cake
I was surprised at this cake*laughs*
It is surved at IKEA restaurant (in only Japan? or maybe IKEA in all countries).
Sweden colored roll cake. There's no IKEA around my town, so, I have not eaten it yet. But to tell the truth, such vivid colored cake is quite rare in Japan.
They say blue is the color that makes you lose your appetite, and yeah, I cannot feel 'oh, this cake looks tasty!'. But maybe, I guess cultural difference does not allow me getting appetite against this kind of cake, so, people in different culture from mine may feel 'this cake looks tasty'.
2010-06-15
Post here too
I posted this journal at dA, but I want to show it here too.
I wish it would be a chance which can let you think about winner's and loser's histories.
I sometimes feel tired when I happen to see some kind of works and opinions about Axis Powers at WW2.
Well, I happened to see a work, personified nation (not Hetalia) thing. I don't intend to be angry with the work itself, but a comment against the work made me feel rage.
When I write such thing, some of you may want to blame I am a hypocrite. I do not care what name you would call me. I don't think I'm a good person, though, but do not have interest in 'justice' which you Westerners love discussing.
Some of comments tried to mention about WW2 and what Axis Powers had done against the other countries. And I really would LOVE to exclaim there were no 'justice' in the terrible war.
I would like you to think about the silliness to discuss about 'justice' about war.
Some of them would love to blame Japan because they think we do not accept our sin. They said Japanese soldiers murdered much more Asian people (especially Chinese and Korean people) than Nazis, and they think Japan should be blamed by whole of countries.
And they said we have not apologized our 'sin' yet. Oh, how silly they are?! How the fuck they can exclaim such wrong 'history'? Literaly, I forgot breathing when I read such comments because of heat rage.
Remember. Japan has paid amount of money to Asian countries. How much?
About 25-billion dollars as war reparation. I never allow anyone exclaiming 'Japand does not apologize its 'sin' yet'. If you still doubt we do not apologize our sin, then, remember.
Our nation has been keeping imprinting us self-torture view of history. Due to information control of victorious countries, children after WW2 have been keeping being imprinted 'Our nation has done nasty against Asian countries and Allied Powers.' and I am one of victims of such self-torture education. After WW2, Allied Powers (especially USA) tried to sprit pride from us. Therefore, I won't be able to trust the declaration 'Yes We Can'. I never think past victorious contries can bring us 'peace'.
Don't misunderstand me. I don't intend to justify the war. I accept the fact that Japan took up arms against YOU about 60-year ago. Japan attacked Pearl Harbor and murdered many innocent people. I accept the fact that Japan has ruled some Asian countries. BUT remember; the way of control was quite different from you White People had done your previous colonies. Japan improved local infrastructure and gave education people in there. Then, tell me; comparing to my ancestors, what did your ancestors do against natives? Tell me, what did your ancestores do Asian countries before WW2? If you dare to say our counry's history is brutal, then, how is your histroies?? You know your 'brutal' histories?
About Nanjing, yes, I'd mention it of course. The commenters said Japanese soldiers murdered and raped millions of Chinese. I do not know the truth. But you should remember, the number of victims which Chinese published kept changing several times and it is still unsure whether the slaughter happened or not. I'm also unsure it is true or not, but I do not care it unless the fact would be confirmed.
About Unit 731. I know it.
I should regret what the unit had done. But I don't think we should keep being ashamed of what they had done. I accept it as a fact, but I won't be ashamed me against what the unit had done. I am a Japanese, same with soldiers in Unit 731. But I'm not same person with them. Never. I don't think I should say sorry to you. And you should know, Americans. Your ancestors could get amounts of data from Unit 731 in exchange for they would not judge leaders of Unit 731.
If you claim I should do it, you should say sorry to colored people your ancestors had trampled down. See? What you require me must lead what you would get required from the others.
And about Asian countries.
Maybe you did not know what I tell you from now. Well, China and Korean still would LOVE to blame Japan to extract much money and other support from us. But some of countries rather respected Japan had started the war because they thought WW2 brought them independence much earlier than the case WW2 might not happen from YOU Western Countries. I never allow you to exclaim 'All Asians still hate Japan'. NEVER.
Now, I talked about WW2 from my, loser's, viewpoint. I might be able to tell another 'truth' to you, which you have not known.
Like I now did, I would like you to see histroies from many viewpoints. I would like you to try to think about war from many viewpoints. We should not talk about histories from only one side.
Think about a family tree; you can read another fact if you try to make it from mother's line.
Like that, you can find another 'history' if you try to see it from another viewpoint.
We should know that the histories tend to be written from victors' viewpoints. Losers also keep telling their histories to children, and their histories would be twisted too. But one thing is absolute; both sides tend to describe the other as evil one. So, histories which Allied Powers told their people described Axis Powers were merciless, brutal, heartless and blablabla. Many of you must get such historical education, mustn't you?
I really feel sympathy for some German people because they still keep being ashamed what Nazis had done even they DO NOT do anything to the others.
But contrary to those Germany people, I never feel sorry for you what my country had done before because I know I am a very different person from ancestors. But it is not that I would forget the fact, WW2 has happened and my country has played a horrible role in it. I would never be proud of it even WW2 might lead the fact that it helped independence of some Asian countries. But in same time, I never accept you say we do not know our 'sin'. I never accept your clamation two atomic bombs saved rest Japanese people in excange for 20-hundred thousands people's lives. And in the list of nuclear testing, names of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were written as testing sites. USA government admits Hirosima and Nagasaki were only testing sites, hun!
What do you think about this fact? Still, you can declare Japan deserved two atomic bombs? You still can think Enola Gay and Bockscar are heroes? I cannot help doubting that some people must lose many screws from their brains as they declare USA has done correct thing throwing two atomic bombs down.
You should declare same thing at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. If you're correct, hum, people in the two prefectures would accept your declaration. But we know (at least think) such silly declaration is never reliable.
Then, why don't you tell it to people in Hiroshima and Nagasaki?
We can learn from mistake, yes. But it is useless to separate the world 'evil' and 'justice' like now we are doing against some countries.
I don't say we should accept terrorism. But before blaming what they do, we should consider about what the hell made them choose to do it. It is easy to blame others whom you cannot accept. But we should know it never solve anything. And I don's intend to say you should sympathize with terrorists. But if you declare we can learn from mistake, we should know hatred would never bring anything useful.
It is easy to believe Japan that we have not apologized because it is convenient thought to you victorious countries to justify what you had done. It is easier to blame anyone than accepting own mistakes. It is easier to accept one-side history blindly than trying to learn same history from another viewpoint.
These are what MANY people are doing now. I'd like to believe my online friends are not one of them, of course, but it is fact that many of people in this world tend to choose convenient history.
It is free which histories you would believe. So, I'd keep refusing the silly declaration that dropping atmoic bombs is correct. But if you still believe USA has done correct, of course, I won't prevent you keep claiming it.
But I BET.
As long as you keep seeing histories from only-one side, it will never be possible that we bring complete peace to our world. At least, I never believe USA can be the flag-bearer of peace as long as the President believes there are two kinds of wars, 'justice' and 'evil'.
It is only viewpoint of America. But turning gaze to another, people which USA attacked recently would never think the attack was 'correct'. No evil and correct in wars. These two would never be absolute evaluation. Evil and justice are only relatively evaluations.
Forcing values to someone is really silly and brutal. But now, this world almost do it to minorities. I really feel crisis at the fact.
I wrote above hatred never bring anything. And I'd show the proof below.
You may think now I'm an arrogant person. Sure, even I oftne wear a mask of silly comic drawer, but it is not my true character. In my mind, there is dark, ugly and cold thought against you. I'm not even a hypocrite. I can be strict and nasty person frequently like now. Same with some persons look down on me, I also look down on them.
You can say I'm a racist, yes. I do not deny I'm it. I admit I've been keeping discriminatory person.
But I never believe people can dump racism even if you believe you're not it. This world is full of discrimination. We only live our lives hiding our discriminatory faces.
See? Now, some of you may feel hatred to me. I don't blame if you feel anger and hatred to me, of course, but maybe you can see what I want to say hatred like I showed never bring anything positive.
I sometimes get tired of such kind of rage which visits me. Even I'm a discriminatory one, but I'd never like to be the one who judge people by only one side and refuse people because of difference of cultures.
At least I try to do it even I cannot think I can do it now.
If you read this journal to here, thanks very much.
I wish it would be a chance which can let you think about winner's and loser's histories.
I sometimes feel tired when I happen to see some kind of works and opinions about Axis Powers at WW2.
Well, I happened to see a work, personified nation (not Hetalia) thing. I don't intend to be angry with the work itself, but a comment against the work made me feel rage.
When I write such thing, some of you may want to blame I am a hypocrite. I do not care what name you would call me. I don't think I'm a good person, though, but do not have interest in 'justice' which you Westerners love discussing.
Some of comments tried to mention about WW2 and what Axis Powers had done against the other countries. And I really would LOVE to exclaim there were no 'justice' in the terrible war.
I would like you to think about the silliness to discuss about 'justice' about war.
Some of them would love to blame Japan because they think we do not accept our sin. They said Japanese soldiers murdered much more Asian people (especially Chinese and Korean people) than Nazis, and they think Japan should be blamed by whole of countries.
And they said we have not apologized our 'sin' yet. Oh, how silly they are?! How the fuck they can exclaim such wrong 'history'? Literaly, I forgot breathing when I read such comments because of heat rage.
Remember. Japan has paid amount of money to Asian countries. How much?
About 25-billion dollars as war reparation. I never allow anyone exclaiming 'Japand does not apologize its 'sin' yet'. If you still doubt we do not apologize our sin, then, remember.
Our nation has been keeping imprinting us self-torture view of history. Due to information control of victorious countries, children after WW2 have been keeping being imprinted 'Our nation has done nasty against Asian countries and Allied Powers.' and I am one of victims of such self-torture education. After WW2, Allied Powers (especially USA) tried to sprit pride from us. Therefore, I won't be able to trust the declaration 'Yes We Can'. I never think past victorious contries can bring us 'peace'.
Don't misunderstand me. I don't intend to justify the war. I accept the fact that Japan took up arms against YOU about 60-year ago. Japan attacked Pearl Harbor and murdered many innocent people. I accept the fact that Japan has ruled some Asian countries. BUT remember; the way of control was quite different from you White People had done your previous colonies. Japan improved local infrastructure and gave education people in there. Then, tell me; comparing to my ancestors, what did your ancestors do against natives? Tell me, what did your ancestores do Asian countries before WW2? If you dare to say our counry's history is brutal, then, how is your histroies?? You know your 'brutal' histories?
About Nanjing, yes, I'd mention it of course. The commenters said Japanese soldiers murdered and raped millions of Chinese. I do not know the truth. But you should remember, the number of victims which Chinese published kept changing several times and it is still unsure whether the slaughter happened or not. I'm also unsure it is true or not, but I do not care it unless the fact would be confirmed.
About Unit 731. I know it.
I should regret what the unit had done. But I don't think we should keep being ashamed of what they had done. I accept it as a fact, but I won't be ashamed me against what the unit had done. I am a Japanese, same with soldiers in Unit 731. But I'm not same person with them. Never. I don't think I should say sorry to you. And you should know, Americans. Your ancestors could get amounts of data from Unit 731 in exchange for they would not judge leaders of Unit 731.
If you claim I should do it, you should say sorry to colored people your ancestors had trampled down. See? What you require me must lead what you would get required from the others.
And about Asian countries.
Maybe you did not know what I tell you from now. Well, China and Korean still would LOVE to blame Japan to extract much money and other support from us. But some of countries rather respected Japan had started the war because they thought WW2 brought them independence much earlier than the case WW2 might not happen from YOU Western Countries. I never allow you to exclaim 'All Asians still hate Japan'. NEVER.
Now, I talked about WW2 from my, loser's, viewpoint. I might be able to tell another 'truth' to you, which you have not known.
Like I now did, I would like you to see histroies from many viewpoints. I would like you to try to think about war from many viewpoints. We should not talk about histories from only one side.
Think about a family tree; you can read another fact if you try to make it from mother's line.
Like that, you can find another 'history' if you try to see it from another viewpoint.
We should know that the histories tend to be written from victors' viewpoints. Losers also keep telling their histories to children, and their histories would be twisted too. But one thing is absolute; both sides tend to describe the other as evil one. So, histories which Allied Powers told their people described Axis Powers were merciless, brutal, heartless and blablabla. Many of you must get such historical education, mustn't you?
I really feel sympathy for some German people because they still keep being ashamed what Nazis had done even they DO NOT do anything to the others.
But contrary to those Germany people, I never feel sorry for you what my country had done before because I know I am a very different person from ancestors. But it is not that I would forget the fact, WW2 has happened and my country has played a horrible role in it. I would never be proud of it even WW2 might lead the fact that it helped independence of some Asian countries. But in same time, I never accept you say we do not know our 'sin'. I never accept your clamation two atomic bombs saved rest Japanese people in excange for 20-hundred thousands people's lives. And in the list of nuclear testing, names of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were written as testing sites. USA government admits Hirosima and Nagasaki were only testing sites, hun!
What do you think about this fact? Still, you can declare Japan deserved two atomic bombs? You still can think Enola Gay and Bockscar are heroes? I cannot help doubting that some people must lose many screws from their brains as they declare USA has done correct thing throwing two atomic bombs down.
You should declare same thing at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. If you're correct, hum, people in the two prefectures would accept your declaration. But we know (at least think) such silly declaration is never reliable.
Then, why don't you tell it to people in Hiroshima and Nagasaki?
We can learn from mistake, yes. But it is useless to separate the world 'evil' and 'justice' like now we are doing against some countries.
I don't say we should accept terrorism. But before blaming what they do, we should consider about what the hell made them choose to do it. It is easy to blame others whom you cannot accept. But we should know it never solve anything. And I don's intend to say you should sympathize with terrorists. But if you declare we can learn from mistake, we should know hatred would never bring anything useful.
It is easy to believe Japan that we have not apologized because it is convenient thought to you victorious countries to justify what you had done. It is easier to blame anyone than accepting own mistakes. It is easier to accept one-side history blindly than trying to learn same history from another viewpoint.
These are what MANY people are doing now. I'd like to believe my online friends are not one of them, of course, but it is fact that many of people in this world tend to choose convenient history.
It is free which histories you would believe. So, I'd keep refusing the silly declaration that dropping atmoic bombs is correct. But if you still believe USA has done correct, of course, I won't prevent you keep claiming it.
But I BET.
As long as you keep seeing histories from only-one side, it will never be possible that we bring complete peace to our world. At least, I never believe USA can be the flag-bearer of peace as long as the President believes there are two kinds of wars, 'justice' and 'evil'.
It is only viewpoint of America. But turning gaze to another, people which USA attacked recently would never think the attack was 'correct'. No evil and correct in wars. These two would never be absolute evaluation. Evil and justice are only relatively evaluations.
Forcing values to someone is really silly and brutal. But now, this world almost do it to minorities. I really feel crisis at the fact.
I wrote above hatred never bring anything. And I'd show the proof below.
You may think now I'm an arrogant person. Sure, even I oftne wear a mask of silly comic drawer, but it is not my true character. In my mind, there is dark, ugly and cold thought against you. I'm not even a hypocrite. I can be strict and nasty person frequently like now. Same with some persons look down on me, I also look down on them.
You can say I'm a racist, yes. I do not deny I'm it. I admit I've been keeping discriminatory person.
But I never believe people can dump racism even if you believe you're not it. This world is full of discrimination. We only live our lives hiding our discriminatory faces.
See? Now, some of you may feel hatred to me. I don't blame if you feel anger and hatred to me, of course, but maybe you can see what I want to say hatred like I showed never bring anything positive.
I sometimes get tired of such kind of rage which visits me. Even I'm a discriminatory one, but I'd never like to be the one who judge people by only one side and refuse people because of difference of cultures.
At least I try to do it even I cannot think I can do it now.
If you read this journal to here, thanks very much.
2010-06-12
Thanks for your support, Vilce and Isa (OwO*
First, thanks for your attentions and replies against my previous post, Vilce and Isa! I really appreciated your replies. Then, I'd try to reply you with new journal entry.
Isa, I'm really sorry if my previous post harmed your mind. I should write 'Catholic' not 'Christanity'. I took 'Catholic' into consideration when I wrote previous post.
As you pointed out, I do not know about protestant so much. I only know protestant is new version Christanity, and do not know its details. So, I say sorry again to you.
As I said in previous post, it's not that I'm an atheist, and I do not intend to despise 'god'.
For me, god is not equal religion. And to tell the truth, I don't think god is in higher place than us. Well, if 'god' is thing which hunts and eats human, we can say it is in higher rank of a food chain. Even if 'god' is something spiritual existence, I cannot think it is higher than us.
But it is difficult to explain how I feel against 'god' because Japanese people basically do not have strict faith and religion. Our view of religion is, maybe, weird for you living in Europe. And same with you, your view of religion (it may be based on mainly Christanity) is weird and difficult to understand for me.
I can understand Buddhistic dogma better because high school I had studied told us, students, about Buddhism. And actually, Buddhism is popular than Christanity in my country, so, we're familiar with Buddhism.
However, it is not that Buddhism is impartial between male and female. It also regards woman is origin of uncleaness because it also has thought woman is living thing which cannot help tempting man.
Religions frequently cause war. It is really sad, but absolute fact. Still, religious enmity keeps killing lots of people. And unfortunately for us women, wars always would be caused by men. Yeah, their Y-Chromosome cannot help causing war. Therefore, I cannot trust any religions. Not only they were created under the control of Y-chromosome, I'm scared of blind faith in some believers who can kill another like dumping toys. And I cannot understand how the hell they can sacrifice their lives for their faith. I won't be able to be like them because I have no groundwork to be a believer. My view of religion won't show me any 'god' and I'd not like to find 'god' too.
Well, I sometimes pray my luck to 'god'. But it is not that I have faith against it; I only do it to comfort my anxiety. For me, such kind of 'god' is same with a tranquilizer. But because of it, I (we) can feel 'god' here and there; for us, 'god' is just like one of powerful neighbors.
I don't deny and refuse people having different view of religions as long as they do not step into my thought with their shoes on. Even I cannot understand woman believers of Catholic, but I don't prevent them to get rest of soul. They can believe their god, and faith may bring them power to regist troubles. If they can get power from Catholic, well, it is good for them.
And I'd like to clear it; I never despise believers in any religions. I do not intend to make you change your mind, of course. I only cannot help wondering inconsistencies in some religions and 'Angels and Demons' aroused my questions against 'Christanity(Catholic)'. If it wrote about Islam, I would write my questions against it. And if it wrote about Buddhism, I would write my questions against it.
I try not to hold prejudice as much as I can. But I do not think I can do it.
So, maybe I will have written biased posts related to things I cannot understand or I feel questions.
But it's not my real intention to harm your mind. And basically, even if I sometimes wrote such kind of topic, I myself am not strict person. As you know, I'm basically a person who always think about 'sick' and weird picutures and comics.
And then, I have lost the goal of this topic...! I'd finish it here.
Isa, I'm really sorry if my previous post harmed your mind. I should write 'Catholic' not 'Christanity'. I took 'Catholic' into consideration when I wrote previous post.
As you pointed out, I do not know about protestant so much. I only know protestant is new version Christanity, and do not know its details. So, I say sorry again to you.
As I said in previous post, it's not that I'm an atheist, and I do not intend to despise 'god'.
For me, god is not equal religion. And to tell the truth, I don't think god is in higher place than us. Well, if 'god' is thing which hunts and eats human, we can say it is in higher rank of a food chain. Even if 'god' is something spiritual existence, I cannot think it is higher than us.
But it is difficult to explain how I feel against 'god' because Japanese people basically do not have strict faith and religion. Our view of religion is, maybe, weird for you living in Europe. And same with you, your view of religion (it may be based on mainly Christanity) is weird and difficult to understand for me.
I can understand Buddhistic dogma better because high school I had studied told us, students, about Buddhism. And actually, Buddhism is popular than Christanity in my country, so, we're familiar with Buddhism.
However, it is not that Buddhism is impartial between male and female. It also regards woman is origin of uncleaness because it also has thought woman is living thing which cannot help tempting man.
Religions frequently cause war. It is really sad, but absolute fact. Still, religious enmity keeps killing lots of people. And unfortunately for us women, wars always would be caused by men. Yeah, their Y-Chromosome cannot help causing war. Therefore, I cannot trust any religions. Not only they were created under the control of Y-chromosome, I'm scared of blind faith in some believers who can kill another like dumping toys. And I cannot understand how the hell they can sacrifice their lives for their faith. I won't be able to be like them because I have no groundwork to be a believer. My view of religion won't show me any 'god' and I'd not like to find 'god' too.
Well, I sometimes pray my luck to 'god'. But it is not that I have faith against it; I only do it to comfort my anxiety. For me, such kind of 'god' is same with a tranquilizer. But because of it, I (we) can feel 'god' here and there; for us, 'god' is just like one of powerful neighbors.
I don't deny and refuse people having different view of religions as long as they do not step into my thought with their shoes on. Even I cannot understand woman believers of Catholic, but I don't prevent them to get rest of soul. They can believe their god, and faith may bring them power to regist troubles. If they can get power from Catholic, well, it is good for them.
And I'd like to clear it; I never despise believers in any religions. I do not intend to make you change your mind, of course. I only cannot help wondering inconsistencies in some religions and 'Angels and Demons' aroused my questions against 'Christanity(Catholic)'. If it wrote about Islam, I would write my questions against it. And if it wrote about Buddhism, I would write my questions against it.
I try not to hold prejudice as much as I can. But I do not think I can do it.
So, maybe I will have written biased posts related to things I cannot understand or I feel questions.
But it's not my real intention to harm your mind. And basically, even if I sometimes wrote such kind of topic, I myself am not strict person. As you know, I'm basically a person who always think about 'sick' and weird picutures and comics.
And then, I have lost the goal of this topic...! I'd finish it here.
2010-06-11
Faith
A few days ago, I wathed the movie 'Angels and Demons', and read again its original novel.
I'm not a Christian, so, the novel is filled with descriptions which I cannot understand so much. In my country, Christianity is not popular, so, I felt strange some desctiptions about faith in the novel.
It's not that I'm an ahesist. But my 'god' is not any poupular gods of several popular gods. But I do not deny we sometimes feel the existence of 'god' here and there. Well, god is not equal religion even if religion needs god. For such reason, I think I may like the main character, Prof. Langdon, in the novel*laughs* I can agree with his thought in some degrees, maybe.
For me, it is quite stupid that some place never teach children about modern evolutionary theory. I cannot believe the fact that there are people who regard evolutionary theory is evil, against god's will. But at least in one point, religion resembles science very much.
They are composed of 'male's' theory.
I don't mention science anymore. I know there are many differences between male's and female's abilities because of physical differences (for example male can drive a car better than female in general, female can do many things side by side blablabla), so, I can understand the reason why males still occupy important places in science world. Maybe, it is necessary combative spirit to be famous in science field and males have much strong combative spitir than females, so, maybe it may be one fact.
But about religions, I cannot get to like the idea that 'women are evil because they lead males abstray'
I don't know about religions. To tell the truth, I have not read any books which discuss religions. But it is obvious that almost of 'modern' religions look down on females, and I CANNOT understand why woman believers decided to give their heart to such stupit religions.
Well, maybe their living environments lead them to faith. Some of them could not choose having faith or not. So, I'm quite lucky that no one forced me to believe something silly 'god'.
I really feel sad some women got trampled because of male superiority religions. And I really despise males who believe they can ill-treat women because their religion allows it. Even if Christanity did not allow it, there are many silly fellows who believe they can abuse women because they believe 'Christanity regards woman on the same level with animals'. For some males, females are not same living things which have brain and thought.
Why woman cannot be the Pope? Where popes came from, then? They were from between branches?*laughs*
I do not know it is real of not and I never want to search it; why popes should be virgin?*laughs*
And not only christanity; Why religions can regard women are uncleaness?
If religions believe sex is uncleaness, women are not responsible to the silly thought. All popular religions were created from male's point of view; therefore, only males who had created those religions found out 'unleaness' in sex despite of they were from mothers' womb. They should be ashamed themselves not despite women because women cannot rape males. All ages and civilizations, males have been raping women because they cannot suppress sex-desire. Women are never responsible to male's desire.
The male line society has amounts of problems because of Y-chromosome's combative spirit and warlike nature. So, it is maybe natural that religions created under Y-chromosome cannot help looking down on woman.
I wish children in near future won't be abused by such silly male-line-religions. Human's 'god' should change its phase as time goes by.
I'm not a Christian, so, the novel is filled with descriptions which I cannot understand so much. In my country, Christianity is not popular, so, I felt strange some desctiptions about faith in the novel.
It's not that I'm an ahesist. But my 'god' is not any poupular gods of several popular gods. But I do not deny we sometimes feel the existence of 'god' here and there. Well, god is not equal religion even if religion needs god. For such reason, I think I may like the main character, Prof. Langdon, in the novel*laughs* I can agree with his thought in some degrees, maybe.
For me, it is quite stupid that some place never teach children about modern evolutionary theory. I cannot believe the fact that there are people who regard evolutionary theory is evil, against god's will. But at least in one point, religion resembles science very much.
They are composed of 'male's' theory.
I don't mention science anymore. I know there are many differences between male's and female's abilities because of physical differences (for example male can drive a car better than female in general, female can do many things side by side blablabla), so, I can understand the reason why males still occupy important places in science world. Maybe, it is necessary combative spirit to be famous in science field and males have much strong combative spitir than females, so, maybe it may be one fact.
But about religions, I cannot get to like the idea that 'women are evil because they lead males abstray'
I don't know about religions. To tell the truth, I have not read any books which discuss religions. But it is obvious that almost of 'modern' religions look down on females, and I CANNOT understand why woman believers decided to give their heart to such stupit religions.
Well, maybe their living environments lead them to faith. Some of them could not choose having faith or not. So, I'm quite lucky that no one forced me to believe something silly 'god'.
I really feel sad some women got trampled because of male superiority religions. And I really despise males who believe they can ill-treat women because their religion allows it. Even if Christanity did not allow it, there are many silly fellows who believe they can abuse women because they believe 'Christanity regards woman on the same level with animals'. For some males, females are not same living things which have brain and thought.
Why woman cannot be the Pope? Where popes came from, then? They were from between branches?*laughs*
I do not know it is real of not and I never want to search it; why popes should be virgin?*laughs*
And not only christanity; Why religions can regard women are uncleaness?
If religions believe sex is uncleaness, women are not responsible to the silly thought. All popular religions were created from male's point of view; therefore, only males who had created those religions found out 'unleaness' in sex despite of they were from mothers' womb. They should be ashamed themselves not despite women because women cannot rape males. All ages and civilizations, males have been raping women because they cannot suppress sex-desire. Women are never responsible to male's desire.
The male line society has amounts of problems because of Y-chromosome's combative spirit and warlike nature. So, it is maybe natural that religions created under Y-chromosome cannot help looking down on woman.
I wish children in near future won't be abused by such silly male-line-religions. Human's 'god' should change its phase as time goes by.
2010-05-19
Past cross-dressing things
My past cross-dressing stuffs*laughs*
Oh, how poor dearest mister zombie. It's not that I dislike him, of course, but he's easiest one to draw in such clothes. Poor, poor Mr. Kalma.
I'd re-draw these two titles (wedding dress and maid/ and I've already drawn wedding dress and posted in dA), then, I deleted these two from my scrapbook.
Aha, but it's adult's joke, anyway XD
2010-05-09
I wonder
I've been wondering about singing skill of Mr. Lordi.
No offense, of course, I really like their music. Even there are some songs to which I seldom listen, but anyway, all of their song is catchy, simple, and has proper length. I do not like too much noisy song so much, so, Lordi is one of my favorite bands in this world.
But in same time, I wonder whether Mr. Lordi can sing cleverly in live or not.
Watching Lordi community, Monsterboard, many fans give unstinted praise to his singing voice; for example his voice is sexy, he can sing cleverly and so on. Some of them might watch their live, then, they may really believe Mr. Lordi's singing skill is great. Well, if I will stand in front of their stage in someday, I may be able to believe Mr. Lordi is great singer as many fans praise.
Unfortunately, I have not watched their live yet because I had no time to go to their live when they visited Japan. So, I wish I will go to their live in somewhere in someday.
So, my wonder about Mr. Lordi's singing skill is from some Euro-vision videos in YouTube. Thanks to the quality of those videos, well, his voice was recorded in bad state. But considering about the quality of the videos, I cannot help wondering the volume of Mr. Lordi's voice and his singing skill.
Of course, I do not know anything about music. But we can notice whether musicians can really sing along with band's performance. You must notice if musicians are out of tune, mustn't you? Same with you, I also notice it.
Then, when I watched the videos, I felt I might hear Mr. Lordi was off key several times. And his voice's volume seemed to be not enough.
Making CD, well, musicians can edit their voices and sounds of instruments as they want. So, even if songs in CD seem great, it is never evidence of true skills of musicians. Therefore, I never get excited about Lordi's new album even I will try to get it as soon as I can.
Of course, their value is not only their skills. Lordi is composed of music and their unique concept, so, I favor them with all of their charateristics.
But haha, in same time, I can never expose such opinion in places where eager Lordi fans wander about*laughs* If some of them see my wonder, they must think I insult them.
No offense, of course, I really like their music. Even there are some songs to which I seldom listen, but anyway, all of their song is catchy, simple, and has proper length. I do not like too much noisy song so much, so, Lordi is one of my favorite bands in this world.
But in same time, I wonder whether Mr. Lordi can sing cleverly in live or not.
Watching Lordi community, Monsterboard, many fans give unstinted praise to his singing voice; for example his voice is sexy, he can sing cleverly and so on. Some of them might watch their live, then, they may really believe Mr. Lordi's singing skill is great. Well, if I will stand in front of their stage in someday, I may be able to believe Mr. Lordi is great singer as many fans praise.
Unfortunately, I have not watched their live yet because I had no time to go to their live when they visited Japan. So, I wish I will go to their live in somewhere in someday.
So, my wonder about Mr. Lordi's singing skill is from some Euro-vision videos in YouTube. Thanks to the quality of those videos, well, his voice was recorded in bad state. But considering about the quality of the videos, I cannot help wondering the volume of Mr. Lordi's voice and his singing skill.
Of course, I do not know anything about music. But we can notice whether musicians can really sing along with band's performance. You must notice if musicians are out of tune, mustn't you? Same with you, I also notice it.
Then, when I watched the videos, I felt I might hear Mr. Lordi was off key several times. And his voice's volume seemed to be not enough.
Making CD, well, musicians can edit their voices and sounds of instruments as they want. So, even if songs in CD seem great, it is never evidence of true skills of musicians. Therefore, I never get excited about Lordi's new album even I will try to get it as soon as I can.
Of course, their value is not only their skills. Lordi is composed of music and their unique concept, so, I favor them with all of their charateristics.
But haha, in same time, I can never expose such opinion in places where eager Lordi fans wander about*laughs* If some of them see my wonder, they must think I insult them.
2010-04-12
It seems...
I think some of visitors (I'm unsure how many people visit here btw/roars with laughter) of this blog may be fans of Lordi. And you may check Lordi's studio diary as same as you check MonsterBoard. I also sometimes visit Lordi's blog to check what they do recently, and I found they really enjoyed recording their new songs. Their cheerful diary always makes me smile and I really appreciate the diary.
Then, now, some fans discuss about new songs in MB, and I could hear quite little piece of their new song (I'm unsure which song) in their studio diary. Haha, it is impossible to guess what kind of songs they try to create now with such short guitar sound! I'm not a guitarist and have not played any instrumentals, so, I canno judge their new songs will be good or not from such short guitar riff. So I will wait for the new album patiently. We will be able to see whether Lordi can create good album or not in the end regardless of discussing about the new album or not.
Anyway, I'm happy to see Lordi members seem to enjoy creating their album XD
Then, now, some fans discuss about new songs in MB, and I could hear quite little piece of their new song (I'm unsure which song) in their studio diary. Haha, it is impossible to guess what kind of songs they try to create now with such short guitar sound! I'm not a guitarist and have not played any instrumentals, so, I canno judge their new songs will be good or not from such short guitar riff. So I will wait for the new album patiently. We will be able to see whether Lordi can create good album or not in the end regardless of discussing about the new album or not.
Anyway, I'm happy to see Lordi members seem to enjoy creating their album XD
2010-04-01
Oh, my
Now, dA, you may see weird accident. Your avatars change into...uhmm, strange things.
I know Lady Ga-Ga, but I've not listened to her songs, so, I do not have any interests in her. So, this happening is really unwelcome :(
Due to April Fool?
Ah...I never like such disgusted 'sense of humor'
I know Lady Ga-Ga, but I've not listened to her songs, so, I do not have any interests in her. So, this happening is really unwelcome :(
Due to April Fool?
Ah...I never like such disgusted 'sense of humor'
2010-03-24
That's why I hate Journalists
I often mutter anything my thought on twitter in Japanese, and I follow some people who call themselves 'Journalists'.
To tell the truth, before, I did not dislike such kind of people so much; rather I did not have any interest in them. But recently, I often read articles which irritate me quite terribly and related to journalists.
Why I become to hate them?
It is simple reason; I believe they must think they're the cleverest than the others in this world, and they must be convinced they have right to blame and look down on the other people despite of they're not such clever than they believe.
They often claim "The pen is mighter than the sword', but I doubt whether they really know or not how much 'the pen' is strong.
Well, I also think 'the pen' can be mighty weapon in some case than the other weapons because I know my only word sometimes hurts the others even I do not intend to hurt them. So, all of us should be careful when we use strong words, try to tell own thought, and so on.
However, it seems journalists who make a living from words never care what they say and write. They always blame and look down on people, then, hurt those victims terribly, but they never admit they have done quite cruel and silly thing. They believe they're true justice, and the other people are silly or evil.
I want to think it is not that all journalists are such people. But around me, I cannot find any journalist whom I can respect yet.
To tell the truth, before, I did not dislike such kind of people so much; rather I did not have any interest in them. But recently, I often read articles which irritate me quite terribly and related to journalists.
Why I become to hate them?
It is simple reason; I believe they must think they're the cleverest than the others in this world, and they must be convinced they have right to blame and look down on the other people despite of they're not such clever than they believe.
They often claim "The pen is mighter than the sword', but I doubt whether they really know or not how much 'the pen' is strong.
Well, I also think 'the pen' can be mighty weapon in some case than the other weapons because I know my only word sometimes hurts the others even I do not intend to hurt them. So, all of us should be careful when we use strong words, try to tell own thought, and so on.
However, it seems journalists who make a living from words never care what they say and write. They always blame and look down on people, then, hurt those victims terribly, but they never admit they have done quite cruel and silly thing. They believe they're true justice, and the other people are silly or evil.
I want to think it is not that all journalists are such people. But around me, I cannot find any journalist whom I can respect yet.
2010-03-17
Avatar
I got a news that someone exclaimed Avatar was plagiarism, and a while ago, I searched about it, then, I found a news a Chinese writter exclaimed the movie was 80% same with his novel (but it was not published, he only posted it on WWW). In addition, he demands James Cameron almost 13-million dollarsas a compensation for damage.
I do not watch Avatar yet, but I almost burst out laughing when I saw the news about the Chinese writer.
Well, I happened to see some opinions that Avatar was similar to some SF and fantasy movies here and there, but in my opinion, it is rather difficult to make completely original creation because there are billions of novels, movies and animations. So, it is rather natural that Avatar has become somehow similar to the other famous SF, fantasy and animation movies. Hahah, but the Chinese writer...he's quite greedy but silly as he might believe his demand would be accepted...*laughs*
I do not watch Avatar yet, but I almost burst out laughing when I saw the news about the Chinese writer.
Well, I happened to see some opinions that Avatar was similar to some SF and fantasy movies here and there, but in my opinion, it is rather difficult to make completely original creation because there are billions of novels, movies and animations. So, it is rather natural that Avatar has become somehow similar to the other famous SF, fantasy and animation movies. Hahah, but the Chinese writer...he's quite greedy but silly as he might believe his demand would be accepted...*laughs*
2010-03-13
Wife Carrying World Championship
(OwO' I've lost my website, so, I'd like to upload four old comics which I drew about Wife Carrying World Championship monsters version*laughs* I think some of you remember the comics, and I'd not post them in dA, then, I post them here :)
I put their phrases in Japanese, and you may not be able to understand what they say, but it is not serious problem to understand these balloons*laughs*
I put their phrases in Japanese, and you may not be able to understand what they say, but it is not serious problem to understand these balloons*laughs*
2010-03-11
What I wanted to draw?*laughs*
I watched one folder in My Picture and found this comic linework. I can guess I intended to draw another version fancomic of "Dark Floors", but I've forgotten how I would continue.
Haha, but in my Dark Floors fancomic, Mr. Amen is the most pitiful one. Actually, his entry scene was really impressive for me!*laughs*
People of Wal-Mart
People of Wallmart
(OwO* I found this funny page from one of Japanese web sites.
It made me think "If I visit USA, I seem slender?"*laughs*
Well, of course I sometimes see strange fashioned people in Japan. But I guess I will never be able to see such funny people unless I visit USA. I could not help giggling during I saw this page.
(OwO* I found this funny page from one of Japanese web sites.
It made me think "If I visit USA, I seem slender?"*laughs*
Well, of course I sometimes see strange fashioned people in Japan. But I guess I will never be able to see such funny people unless I visit USA. I could not help giggling during I saw this page.
2010-03-09
Start of Blog in English
I decided to start blog and open it to the public.
Well, I have some places to write what I thought, but well, I want to use this blog to write my daily thoughts, short stories, and a bit appressive stuffs. I cannot hold my tongue against some things, but deviantArt is not maybe suitable place to express such appressive stuffs such as my opinion about whaling, wars, peace, crimes, justice...etc., etc. Then, I want to use this blog to express such things :)
Btw, even I decide to use English in this blog, but my English skill is not good. So, you may find weird mistakes in my texts, but please pretend you do not notice them (Ow<*
Well, I have some places to write what I thought, but well, I want to use this blog to write my daily thoughts, short stories, and a bit appressive stuffs. I cannot hold my tongue against some things, but deviantArt is not maybe suitable place to express such appressive stuffs such as my opinion about whaling, wars, peace, crimes, justice...etc., etc. Then, I want to use this blog to express such things :)
Btw, even I decide to use English in this blog, but my English skill is not good. So, you may find weird mistakes in my texts, but please pretend you do not notice them (Ow<*
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